SLEEPING WITH A MARRIED MAN

Posted on August 26, 2013 Updated on September 7, 2013

IT WAS HARD TO DECIDE WHAT TO WRITE ABOUT FIRST. I WAS ALWAYS HESITANT ON WRITING ABOUT STORIES OF MY LIFE. I FIGURED MOST PPL MIGHT SHARE IN THE SAME EXPERIENCES I HAVE. SO WHAT THE HELL,HERE IT GOES ENJOY!

SLEEPING WITH A MARRIED MAN

I KNOW I KNOW. YOU READ THE TOPIC AND THOUGHT WTF IS WRONG WITH THIS GIRL. WELL I WILL TELL A LOT OF THINGS IS WRONG WITH ALL OF US. SO DONT BE SO QUICK TO JUDGE. FROM THE DAY I SAW THIS MAN I KNEW HE WAS TROUBLE. I KEPT MY DISTANCE THE BEST I CAN AND FOR AS LONG AS I COULD.  THATS WHAT ATTRACTED HIM EVEN MORE TO ME. ALMOST EVERYMAN LUVS A CHASE. I REALLY SHOULD SAY EVERY MAN LOVES A CHASE. SO DO MOST WOMEN. I WOULD SAY I LUV A CHASE BUT I DONT. ITS EITHER YOUR INTERESTED OR YOUR NOT.

ANYWAY, MR.BLUE (MARRIED GUYS ALIAS) AND I BECAME THE BEST OF FRIENDS. WE STARTED DOING EVERYTHING TOGETHER. WE WORKED,ATE,STUDIED AND BEST OF ALL WORKED OUT TOGETHER. WHEN THE FRIENDSHIP STARTED HE HAD THE PERFECT MARRIAGE NO COMPLAINTS, TALKED SO HIGHLY ABOUT HIS WIFE. WHEN HE STARTED TO GROW FEELINGS FOR ME HIS RELATIONSHIP TURNED INTO THE MARRIAGE FROM HELL. ALL THE PROBLEMS THEY HAD BEEN GOING THREW BEFORE HE MET ME HAD SURFACED. BUT HE KNEW WHAT HE WAS DOING ALL ALONG. THAT IS WHAT MADE ME FALL FOR HIM.

THE AFFAIR BEGAN. IT WENT ON FOR MONTHS. OF COURSE HE CONSTANTLY TOLD ME HE WAS LEAVING AND OF COURSE I BELIEVED HIM.  THIS RELATIONSHIP TOOK A TOLL ON ME AND I COULDN’T HANDLE IT.I WAS STRUGGLING WITH IT MENTALLY, PHYSICALLY AND SPIRITUALLY. I FINALLY BUILT UP THE STRENGTH TO END THINGS. MONTHS AFTER WE STOP TALKING I FOUND OUT HIS WIFE HAD GIVEN BIRTH TO THEIR SECOND CHILD. WHEN A MUTUAL FRIEND HAD TOLD ME MY KNEES BUCKLED. I WAS MORTIFIED AND FELT EVEN MORE DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF.

DID I GET OVER THE SITUATION? HELLS TO THE YEA I DID.